Sophia Baluch - 网上纪念网站

Mom, this is so sad, but I forgot today is the day you left us until Renee said it. I am so sorry, I quess all my thoughts have been so unbearable with losing Mark. Christmas was so hard without both of you, and it was the first time it was at my house. Alicia and I missed all the special moments at your house every Christmas we had. I love you Mom, and give a special kiss to Dad and Mark, and also you. xxxoooo

Mom, I have been gone from you for awhile, but you do know you have been in my heart always. Mom, it is so hard, just unbelievably, unbearable without Mark. We have all the hurt and then we want all the answers that we will never really get. We miss him much, I do not think people know just how it hurts. It is not just that he is gone, it is everything that he stood for, worked for, had and loved that we have to go through with. If only we could go back in time, why did you have to leave us Mark. It is just not fair. We do not think we can ever get over losing Mark, if only time could bring you back to us. Merry Christmas Mom. You are with us everyday. Love you, Carol

 Well , dear sis, another holiday is approaching and it will be a difficult one for your family.  They were given two heart breaking events in their lives in a short period of time and I pray they will be able to handle this Christmas.

  Life is never the same when we lose a loved one.  Happier times are recalled but with sadness and sometimes it seems as you just can't take another day.  I pray that God eases their pain.  We all lose loved ones but for your family it hurts twice as much.  Miss you.

Mom, Dad and Markie,
Words cannot tell you how much I miss you all.  Life is so unfair and hard to comprehend and understand.  I hope you all saw how beautiful Shannon was at Homecoming.  I wish you could have been standing at her side but I know in my heart you were.  Please take care of Carol, Mark and Renee and somehow give them some hope of peace and comfort.  Sometimes it  just seems unbearable the pain in my heart.  I love you and miss you with every breath I take. 

Mom and Dad - I know you are watching us from Heaven and keeping us safe.  Please hug Mark for me.  I know you're hearts are breaking for Mark, Carol and Renee.  I am asking you to please help them with their unbearable pain and hurt.  They are trying so hard to keep breathing and get thru every day but it's not working well.  The pain is horrible and I don't know how to help any of them.  I would give up anything to get them thru this.  I don't know what to do. Can you help me in some way to help them with the sorrow and pain they are living every minute. I know you would do anything for them so please ask God to do something to ease their pain.  I love and miss you all so much it's not fair that you are gone.